8:10 PM | Thursday, December 15, 2011
go back to the past
quietly wishing things will be like before. all the if only thoughts can keep coming,but thoughts are just thoughts. if only the thoughts happened in reality. sometimes i wonder why didn't i pushed it harder to make all this not possible anymore. it's like really back to square one. like everything gotta start all over again. promises are back to empty,half-fulfilled again. really wished i didn't see all the things i didn't want to see. hate this part,re-building.